wow, it was a long week. we got out on tues for the flood warnings. there was a lot of drama in ROTC this week which in turn caused a lot of tension. The Natural Helpers (this awsome organization i am in did a survey, it was fun. 

Anywho about ROTC, Craft just can't get it together and everyone is super pissed. Julie wants to fire him, and according to Sasha that is exactly what happened when i missed school yesterday. the buzz is that i am going to take his place as XO. i kinda feel bad though b/c i'm a junior and it would kinda screw over jared and tony, but then when i think about it ; i do twice as much if not three times as much as them. i dunno, i guess things will just fall where they are supposed to.

Well, work is going well. i worked on Wednesday and today. And i go in Sunday, Monday. and Tuesday. The pay is o.k. and the ppl are really nice. I am having a hard time with the massive amounts of customers that are in on the weekends but i am catching on. (there is also a really cute guy that i worked with today ; ) The only downfall is that i have to go in next sat. @ 4;30 and i REALLY wanted to go paintballing but i'm new and should go along with the boss's schedule.

well, not much more to say.

well, school got cancelled b/c of the hurricane aftermath so here is the results of my boredom - thanx lauren

1. What is your occupation? Junior at Greenwood High; Employed at Auntie Anne’s

2. What color is your underwear? Hot Pink with yellow frilly stuff at the top – so cute

3. What are you listening to right now? Dr. Phil

4. What was the last thing you ate? umm a chocolate chip cookie

5. Do you wish on stars?  sometimes..

6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Ummm…. green

7. How is the weather right now? Very rainy – schooled was cancelled b/c of the hurricane (I DO know I’m in Kentucky!)

8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Lauren

9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? yes of course

10. How old are you today?  16

11. Favorite beverage? water

12. Favorite sport to watch? Football, but only if its live

13. Have you ever dyed your hair? yeah

14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? both

15. pets? Caramel the cat, Owww the cat, 6 birds, and a bunch of fish

16. Favorite month? ummmm june

17. Favorite food? Italian or just strait up chocolate

18. What was the last movie you watched? The Terminal

19. Favorite day of the year? umm..my birthday or the last day of school

 20. What do you do to vent anger? cry, go to my room, call a friend

21. Prefer Fall or Spring? spring..that means schools almost out

22. Hugs or kisses? Depends on who

23. Cherry or Blueberry? cherry

24 Whom do you live with? Mom, step dad, and little bro

25. When was the last time you cried? umm.. its been a while

26. What is on the closet floor? shoes, purses, I think there is a black hole that just sucks away anything that I actually need……

27. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Amanda and Chris

28. What did you do last night? Ummm PT meet, home, dinner, shower, and just chilled

29. Favorite smell? A clean house

30. What inspires you? my friends, and my mom (who is my best friend)

31. What are you afraid of? Losing the people I love, failing at life……

32. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers?  Spicy cheese

33. Favorite car? Mustangs (old ones), any kinda pick up, or something that can get me to school 

34. Favorite dog breed? Jack Russell terriers or Doberman

35. Number of keys on your key ring? dont have one..

36. How many years at your current job? 4^th summer on the farm, started at the pretzel place on sunday

47. Favorite day of the week? Saturday

41. How many states have you lived in/name them? Illinios and Kentucky

42. How many cities have you lived in/name them?  Springfield, Athens, Bowling Green.

ok..hope you enjoyed..haha

I GOT A JOB!!!!!  Its at Auntie Anne's - yea that pretzel place. i start tommorow!

I had a friggin awsome day. Dustin came and picked me up and we met Steven, Andrew, and Taylor at a paintball field and played like all day. I was the only girl there AND it was my first time. There were a bunch of pros there that had like the matching unitforms and $1500 guns. Most of them seemed to scared to shoot at a girl, and one apologized after he did! It hurt, but i mean, i kind of expected that. i have ... wait let me count..... one.... two.... three.....six bruises from where i got shot, but it was fun. i hit like three ppl.

I am worried about crystal. she is engaged to this way older guy who wants to move her out of her moms house. i havn't gotten to see her in a really long time and its hard to talk about serious things over the phone - the whole ability to hang up on me thing. i might go see her this weekend though.

well, i am so tierd. i am sore from PT yesterday and all the excitment today has worn me out. i need a shower and some sleep.

wow, i was in a really bad mood last time i wrote. things are better now. school is going pretty well, and things in ROTC are lookin up, though sasha and i are still worried about somethings.

 my mom seems to be doing better, i am so glad. i think she just has a lot on here mind. she is an awsome mom.

the ROTC is planning a trip to savannah georgia were we are going to get on a ship and ride to jacksonville florida and back. i am excited. we are also going to boxwell again, and i get to go to that to.

well, i have so much goin on and so much on my mind that i can't sort it out enough to write (well.... type) so i am going to go finish my book and i guess i better get SOME sleep.

well, its been a while. anywho, alot has been happening but i won't go over everything. i might be getting a job at aunt anies in the mall  - i will get to make pretzels - hooray 

i am so unbelievably worn out lately. i am just tierd. there is alot going on with school, home, me, every one around me...... yea, just a lot going on. my headaches are getting worse, but we are going to go get my eyes checked again, so maybe the headaches will stop this time.

i hung out with gabby last night. she is pretty cool. we can talk about alot of things. i think it is good she is friends with me, i can kinda watch over her. i feel like an older sister with that whole best friend thing going on.

i am worried about my mom. i think she is depressed. she is sad almost all of the time now, and everything is stressing her out. i think she went to the doctor but she doesn't want to talk about it.

i think i am gaining weight. it blows so bad. i am trying, i just can't seem to control it. i gained like four pounds back, and it is just bugging me to death. it might be the effect of my medicine, mom said it might cause weight gain. but .... yea it still bugs me.

rotc is kinda going bad. it sucks that one of the things i love most at school is turning out so bad this year. all it is is yelling and fighting now. if it doesn't change soon i am going to quit.

well, my little venting fest has gone on longer than planned, i think i am going to re-change my background - this pink is starting to give me a headache - hey maybe i found a cure - no pink!